Praise God, I have only 5 more days of school. I'm almost ready to cry I'm so fed up with it.

I got to meet up with emily  ( http://emilytissot.myadventures.org  ) from my team and we went out to eat. chelsea couldn't come cause she's bad, you know how she is. it was great getting to know her a bit. I think all 3 of us girls will get along really well. I can't wait to meet angelo and william. Boys, you should both come up to michigan to our grad parties. that would be so much fun! we could all hang out, as a team!!

I'm in the midst of looking for another job. I'm just not earning enough money to pay for gas and to save up for the trip.

I think this sunday, or maybe next, I'm speaking in front of the church to raise prayer and support. I even made up a little powerpoint to show pictures from last year. Please be praying with me this week that God will raise the support because this is where he wants me.

please, also, keep my boyfriend, Miguel, in your prayers. He's a new christian and satan is trying everything he can to get a hold on him. something is going on in mexico with miguel's family that he's either too sad or too proud to tell me about and some stuff going on here that we need to work through. Ask God to give me the words to say to Miguel and that God will open miguel's heart and mind to make him understand what he needs.  I care about this boy so much, my heart aches to know that he's in emotional pain.

along with that, I'm completely torn in half about going to the DR. I'm so ready to go down there and give everything I have and I want to live out everyday there, but I'll miss everything here so much that I'm afraid I'll be counting down the days until I return and will have missed out on everything.

so, really, I'm in kind of a funk right now and need God's comfort. I want to surrender everything, but I'm scared of where he'll take me, but scared of what will happen if I don't surrender.

I'm completely torn in half and it's so hard